caijuan

ANGRY!!

2008-11-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

WHICH PART OF ME LETS PPL THINK IM VERY EASY TO BULLY?????

my sis shouted at me 1hr ago, i kept quiet cos i dunwan to make a scene
10mins ago she ask me to let her use my com, i allow her cos her laptop was lagging
5mins ago she ask if i got shorts to lend her

i feel so unbalance
why do i have to take all e shit and in e end still treat her nice?!!!

shui jiao ta shi wo de mei mei...................

*yawns.. tts my life

i have many things to complain also
i hate this J****E at my work place. really hate her until canot
i can describe her in 2 words " BIMBO + BITCH "
i'm afraid tt she might see this, but i'd be happy if she sees this
but i doubt she'll be so smart to find this. HAHHAHAH

cosmetics craze!!

2008-11-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

im so hooked to shopping.. for cosmetics. becos all look so pretty and nice
and e best thing is .. it is soo much cheaper in msia compared to SG.

i shud start a spree , buying from msia den send to sg ppl. charge them $3 per item... . muahahhahaha~ ok im thihnking too much..

i've bought....

majolica majorca
- Mascara (Lash Gorgeous Wing) - RM40
- Blusher - RM30
- Jewel eye liner (midnite blue) RM18
- Lip Balm (Majex) RM29

Skin Food
- Aloe BB Cream RM 55 (SG is selling at $38!! crazy!)

im soooooooooooo happy when i saw majolica majorca on watson's shelves. i thought im dreaming. my mom thought im mad. haha. hence e number of items i bought.... -_- think will give some away as xmas gifts..

im so excited abt e BB cream. hope it doesnt cause my skin to worsen, cos its very bad already... esp after my facial yesterday. i swear i almost scold tt person lor. super painful. now my face all red red. angry!!!!

i keep sayign i need to save, but i keep spending....
canot blame me ok, cos sat i was v bored, nth to do, then i go back msia....
see e thigns so cheap, if dun buy will let myself down... i keep thinking, if i dun buy, later regret need go back msia again. super mafan... so in msia i wun think so much.. + in msia, my mom always pay for me first, thus i canot see e $ flying away..... >.<

now den abit regret........

ok.
i need to go back to reality le....
so fast monday again. super sian...

blabber

2008-11-08T02:01:00.002+08:00

as usual
my post is gg to be super random
dun find urself stupid if u cant find connection or dun understand. hahah

- i got my first pay from B******* less den 1k though -.-
- i spend more than my salary tt came in ... -__-
- i still dun have enough clothes to wear
- i regretted buying tt bysi super many folds skirt. i duno wat to match with!

- i've got a fantastic idea for halloween next yr. this character is super scary: a human (female) . don't you all agree tt humans are e scariest creature on earth? always "xiao li chang dao", say 1 thing do another thing, face can change within a split second. super pro~

- i am v upset tt i asked shu uemura to 'sharpen' my eye brow pencil for me , now it become super short. =((((( i think they switch another shorter one for me lor!!! i nv sharpen b4, so it was full length when i pass to her, when i get back, e length reduced by 25%!!!!! cries! i can use a new one for 6 months w/o sharpening lor.
ok i shud stop complaining...........

- i really wan to shop but i really have no $ , ok la got, but i need to save for my studies.

- i need to worry abt 3 months later , need find job again. i think by tt time, it is even harder to get a job le...

- i cant stand when ppl say me 'thin like bamboo' . their eyes got stamp ah?!! i think u all will laugh lo. im e fattest in e group liao. if i thin like bamboo, den vanessa n brianna is strings/thread liao. -__-

- should i buy tt burberry bag? like v common. but i no $ to buy others le.

yay. end of randomness
time to slp.
gdnite world
sweet dreams.

MAD

2008-11-06T23:56:00.001+08:00

YEA I AM SO HAPPY!

Never been happier before!!!!

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wish

2008-11-02T18:05:00.002+08:00

can someone make my dream come true?? hahahaha

new job!

2008-10-27T21:59:00.003+08:00

I've started working.
still getting used to waking up early in e morning (7.30, sometimes 8)
and sleeping early, before 11pm
i do not have enuf sleep everyday but i get to fall asleep right away when i tuck myself in bed. tts a very nice feeling. hee

work is very stressful and busy
although not related to my field of studies, i enjoy e work. no harm learning smth new right? afterall it'll only be a few months.

I absolutely love the working environment
very efficient, nice, classy, generous
I love the machine tt makes suepr thick hot chocolate...
most importantly, my colleagues are really nice!

I get worried when my luck gets so good.
will something bad happen to me soon??

tt's me, always worrying.. haha

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my curls are gettign not so curly
my dry ends are becoming dryer
i cant my hair always got tangled!!!
i cant comb thru my hair smoothly! i cant wash my hair properly cos they always get tangled near e ends! i had to spend time pulling them apart, of cos tt doestn help. madness. i need to apply conditioner before using shampoo to wash my hair, den apply conditioner again -_-
when has washing hair became such a chore?!

i had an urge to rebond them, but iwas told not to , cos it will cause my hair to BREAK.

sigh.. i guess i'll just to live with my grass..

busy but fulfilling!

2008-10-18T05:13:00.002+08:00

4:30 pm : recruit express
6:00 pm: kallang leisure park
6:10 pm: spotted ericia and ix shen
6:20 pm: iceskate
8:30 pm: dinner
9:30 pm: home
10:45 pm: zouk, velvet
1:00 am: dbl o
3:30 am: mcd
4:15 am: home
5:15 am: sleep

i want die alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyy

more than just heels

2008-10-16T19:42:00.004+08:00

Heels

some may look nice on e outside
but they actually dun fit you.
but u die die wan wear even though it gives u blisters

some may look ugly
but fit very nice and comfortable
but u dunwan to wear cos its not pretty enuf

some may look ok
but doesnt look nice on u, but still comfy
when u will be thinking, is comfy more impt of looks more impt?

im wearing a pair of havianas insearch of a pair of perfect heels

if only there is a pair of perfect heels

love=)

2008-10-16T01:33:00.002+08:00

its heart warming to have friends telling you "you not feeling well already, better rest early"

thanks!

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i baked cookies , make konnyakku and played mj. all at e same time =)
and i had flu ALL THE TIME
i cleared a box of tissue in my friend's house (so embarassing!) and had to kope 3 packets of tissue from my friend
came home with a terrible tummyache which caused me to feel like jelly all over.
luckily after i took e charcoal pill, i diahorrea-ed e 2nd time, and felt much better.

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im very glad my days are pack
im regretting because i screwed things up. like wat my GF(gay friend) said "u piece of shit!" which i totally agree.....

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anyways, enough of sadness.. im going to stay happy happy happy! yay
=))
looking forward to shopping tmr!!

my curls

2008-10-14T00:02:00.005+08:00

this was before(e subject is my hair, not e mess on my desk. pls ignore them)

and.......

the after

this picture is just a picture. cos my hair doesnt look this nice (yes, this is very nice already) everyday.
and my hair has e texture of grass. so dun get fooled. am gg to trim e ends soon. but i scare they trim too much, until very short.

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I had been slacking since 26sept. super sian. hence i kept myself entertained with 'Gossip Girl' and ' Fated to Love You'

Gossip Girl is a show every girl must watch.

Because:
-guys are goodlooking
-girls are pretty
-e clothes they wear are even prettier
-e story is very predictable, but i enjoed it very much cos i like to see the things i expected happening

yup. so pls go watch!!

this is my fav: chance crawford

Fated to Love you
everyone said this is e best ou xiang ju ever.
but i dun like it as much. I canot stand 2 ppl nt in love getting married. so lame la. but other plot still ok. and of cos got eye candy

i hope its obvious enuf, is e one in blue.
i think e one in grey looks very alike to LI TENG. eeewww~

jobseeking

2008-10-10T02:36:00.001+08:00

my fav websites recently:
jobstreet.com.sg
jobsdb.com.sg
jobscentral.com.sg

how interesting...

im gg for interview tmr. hope i won't screw up!

caesar's diahorrea

2008-10-06T11:09:00.003+08:00

last night caesar vomitted(papaya. thanks to mom -.-), after tt he kept coughing/choking.. for abt 15min
den he ate... den he cough/choke again.. until he became tired and fell aslp
this morning my mom told me caesar created 10 piles of poop. and vomitted.

caesar was trembling when i touch him. super poor thing. i wrapped him up with towel , like a newborn baby. he nv wriggle out also, he enjoying the warmth. super cute and super poor thing =(
he didnt even want to play fetch with me!
he is still slping now...

hope he get well soon. cos tmr he gg for grooming already. i scare he will get colder then >.<

btw, my mom made a "tuxedo" for caesar. super shuai. black bow tie(mango brand) with white deep V neck shirt(G2000). haha

will post e pics after his grooming tmr! hehe

another meaningless post

2008-10-02T01:54:00.005+08:00

while i'm away.....

dbl O

Mcd

fish n co
bosses
dbl O

i permed my hair

now i want to dye and highlight them (i have a black to medium brown gradient -_-)

i desperately need to get hair supplies if not my hair will be permantly looking like grass

haven comb my hair for 2 days!!!

i was told tt im not supposed to..

i am now jobless and schooless

very pathetic

im bored being bored

im bored until i feel like dying

its e time of e month again.

more sian...

everyone is busy except for me

cant wait to find a job so tt i can shop without seeing my bank acc decreasing

i am so reluctant to upload photos to facebook cos i look very ugly . bleah

moodswing

timing

2008-09-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

are u afraid of changes?
will u choose a right time to allow changes, to make decisions
when will the time be right?
when u are well prepared? when u have no other alternatives?
how many chances are lost during e "choosing/waiting of right time"

im such a coward. . when can i be determined enough?

best friend

2008-09-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

even if we didn't contact frequently
i never felt far from you

im so glad to have known u =)

thumbs up

2008-07-26T02:32:00.002+08:00

i washed caesar's bed today , cos he vomitted in it =(
my arms had become more muscular already.
he had been vomitting every morning for few days
duno if its e new treats that is causing it.. or was it e durians + mangosteens... =x

went for business law exam today
wrote scribbled for full 3hours.
i duno why cant i write properly during exams.
i think e marker see le also dun feel like marking =/

it marks e end of this module. next module starts on monday.
but i'll be gone to bangkok on wed(30 july!!!) =P
will be missing 3 lesson o.O
hope will be able to catch up.

dinner was at al ameen. my fav butter chicken + naan... yums..
im hungry again now. should i cook maggie mee?

midnite's event was killing a small lizard for lil sis -_-

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i've been losing interest in orchard these days. cos i'm telling myself tt i will regret if i buy in SG and later see cheaper stuffs in bkk!
i'll be gg for 6d5n, i scare still not enuf time for me to shop! madness...
shall draw up the itinery this weekend. yay!!
im so going to miss my caesar T.T

2008-07-22T00:22:00.003+08:00

i went for lin yu zhong's autograph session at bugis on 20july
first time for me to do smth lidat.
he sang 3 songs, 干物女,改嫁 and 瓶盖.
i personally liked 瓶盖 more.
got e album signed + shook his hands.
first time ever i appeared on e tv , only a glimpse. o.o
good thing is no one spotted me . haha!

here's a video from that day.(my camera run out of batt, had to use my bro's, thus e blurness )

i have finished my business law module. now preparing for e exam.. after tt will be preparing to go thailand.

had been feeling moody + easily irritated + impatient + low tolerance. duno why... but high chance is bcos of my break outs one face + fats arnd my body.

i cant stand why ppl dun put in effort and get all e good things happening to them? just like e 9pm show.. bai wei xiu was so kind and caring etc. like an angel. but jessica liu being arrogant , proud and all.. she still have a best friend supporting her and christopher loves her like mad.. end up bai wei xiu become so evil..

life can be really unfair....

does e evil ppl get their retributions at all?

but then again, i won't want my life to be too smooth sailing. it'll become too boring and not challenging. =)

i never believed in fairy tales since young. but i have dreams then. i will day dream...

since poly, i nv dare to dream about anything

cos i know things will only get worst and not e other way
cos i get too many disappointments
cos i'm afraid of disappoints..
cos i had chose to hide , to run away
thus i've become so weak..

will i be able to find myself back?

-emo-

2008-07-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

- im gg to bangkok on 30july - 4aug . wish i could go right on this moment! cant wait! i must draw up my iternary for shopping and eating places! =D

- caesar's face got a cut, cos my mom accidentally hurt him while trying to trim e hair between his nose n eyes. so poor thing. even got pus. but lcukily it got better after i put antiseptic cream =)

- sch started for me. taking business law this time. quite interesting. realised tt we can be sued real easily if we dun watch wat we say. hehe. i cant miss any lesson for this module cos i cant self study, e law text book like in tamil lidat...he know me but i duno him..my lecturer very cocky, but have to bear with it.sigh..

-someone told me that she's sad. cos she realised there is no " forever friends" ... all i can say is u cant expect other ppl to treat u the way u treat them. you give alot but they just receive and nt return...maybe they choose not to, or they didnt realise ba... hope u are feeling better already!

yay~

2008-06-25T18:41:00.002+08:00

yay!!!!
i won a $20 tangs voucher for participating in the tangs bag hunt. hahah
so surprised tt i came in #7
hehe
$20 is no big deal.im just happy tt i can win smth thru contest. nv happened in my life o.o

tw or bkk or none?
my guess is none
e plan always fails

i am not pessimistic
i am not pessimistic
i am not pessimistic..
i must try not to be pessimistic..

ok i "Designed" 2 lame qns

1- 2 tigers very tired (guess a cheng yu)
2- what are you best at counting (guess an animal)

super lame. dun box me..

home

2008-06-17T15:32:00.001+08:00

yay! im going back to msia again, to celebrate my dad's bday

from my past experiences, whenever im back in msia, there are bound to have ppl looking for me. so now i say first tt i'll be gone and wont be able to reply your sms-es or pick up e calls

brianna, rest assure tt i will be back by saturday. heh

hope i wouldn't spend too much again XD

till then.. cya!

my love =)

2008-06-16T02:17:00.004+08:00

- i find it very heartwarming when caesar doesnt get disturb when i make noises, cos i feel tt mean he feel safe when im around.

- i like to bluff him abt "gai gai" and make him get very excited, den he will whine cos i nv bring him out

- he looks very cute when he curl up onto my crumpler bag cos my floor is too cold for him to slp in

- my heart aches when i hear him woof lightly in his sleep cos he is having nightmares

- he will know when im awake and starts to whine so tt i cant laze in bed and will go out and pat his head

i think i love him way tooo much =D

my caesar spread his legs by anchoring against my wardrobe door.

many outings!!

2008-06-16T01:20:00.004+08:00

13 june
met up with e girls for dinner at ambush--->burgerking--->McD---> took pic outside LJS bought caesar to sentosa for "swimming lesson"
i hope spca doesnt see this, wait they arrest me for animal abuse. haha!

10 june
with candy and vanessa, had a very long lunch at Mos and shopping
bought a cardigan i love alot from cotton on, only $10! and a bag..

9 june
with vanessa for dinner at ikea. yes this pic is taken in e toilet. haha

blue moon isnt blue at all

2008-06-09T18:25:00.002+08:00

I've heard "once in a blue moon" countless times
and i always thought that blue moon = e color of e moon is blue
only till today i realise it wasn't. hahah
it only meant an irregularly timed full moon. o.O

am i the only ignorant one?

retreat

2008-06-08T23:47:00.004+08:00

i decided to go back msia on thurs morning to recuperate. haha! sounds serious.

cos (dunno why and how) i hurt my shoulder back, i cant even lift my arm lo. will feel very painful. no choice had to cancel e shopping trip with e girls =( so sorry..

ya den i decided to go back msia to rest since i cant do much in sg also.

gg back msia means tt i no need to worry abt having nth to eat(cos my mom is over there and will drive me anywhere and feed me anything i want!!)

all i did there was to eat, slp, watch sex and the city and go shopping.

my mom treated me like a lil princess, attending to all my needs. feel so weird tt she is being so nice to me. nt tt she wasnt nice to me, but not to this extend. haha

but i guess she is just very thrilled that i go back msia to stay. heh

being in msia feels like going away for a resort holiday, very relaxing and nice(cos of e big bedrooms, abundant food, cheap shopping and e relax feeling.)

best thing is no need to pay $$ to relax.

till now i still cant understand how ppl can pay $ to go some island to relax and suntan on e beach and read books. i will definately feel painful cos i am sleeping my $$ away. haha!! maybe i am not stressed enough to enjoy that kind of holiday.

had planned to stay longer, but i really cant stand e feeling of getting disconnected with e world. i think im sick! cant live w/o phone and internet. haha

whenever i go back msia, ppl will try to find me or ask me out. WHY!!!

i everyday so free in SG also no one find me, go back msia den keep got sms. e worst thing is i du she de to reply, cos 1 sms cost 60cents. haha. not tt i dun hav 60cents la, but u know... waste $ ma

ok. main point. wat i bought?

so sorry to disappoint u all.....

i only bought 2 things.

loreal hydrafresh moisturiser
and
shu uemura cleansing oil

after buy this, i felt too sinful to make any more purchases =(

yup. so im back!!

please ask me out before my sch starts on 30th june~

* i dyed my bro's hair today. it is e first time i helped someone to dye hair. and it turned out good! =)

holly-day~

2008-05-31T03:06:00.002+08:00

watched sex and the city today
totally love it!
cried for mroe den 1/4 of e show . haha
sad thing is i only have 2 pieces of tissue paper!

so tempted to watch e series now.
maybe go msia buy pirated. hahah =x

am thinking of going back msia for holiday, just slack, eat, watch dvds and do nothing all day
probobly will be going back this wed/thur...since sun is duan wu jie..
i will definitely miss my caesar alot =(

it seems tt i keep bumping into friends lately. this has nv happened b4, got la, but super rare
-yesterday i met brianna while i was shopping with michelle in far east
-today, i was walking along orchard and saw other ppl and tot it was my friend (2 times) , and e 3rd time, it really was that friend. o.o

domesticated

2008-05-28T15:58:00.002+08:00

thumbs up for myself!
i sweep, mop, bathed caesar, washed all e dishes hanging around
i really dun like to do housework, cos i am very accident prone, i keep banging onto things, my hand hurts when i try to wringe(duno how to spell) e mop.

no choice, mummy nt aruond, so i have to do it, since i am e slackest in e house. if i dun do it myself, i will be asked to do it, den i will be very bu shuang. so might as well do it first.

haiz . my hands already very man-like, if i do more ousework den really no cure liao...
but maybe its good also, next time i will need a bigger wsedding ring. den can sell for more $$. haha! ok not funny.

got back my result for FA
got A only. i wanted an A+
but in order to console myself, the top is also A only. no A+

sighhh

yong tau hu

2008-05-28T02:07:00.002+08:00

i wanted to eat e famous yong tau hu at henderson yesterday
just b4 i leave my house, i was told tt e shop is closed on mondays =(

today at around 10pm, my bro came back, and he asked if i am gg to eat e yong tau hu later..
at 11pm, my lil sis came back, e first thing she said to me is " u gg to eat e yong tau hu?"

..........

am i so predictable?

i always know if i cant get smth i want, i die die will try to get it
but i didnt know tt everyone else knew it too. hahaha

i starved myself from 3pm to 11pm. just to eat e thing tt i cant eat e day b4

i hope my stubborness/determination has not caused any problems to others. hehhh

anyway. i didnt force my bro n sis to go eat with me.
they wanted to eat also k
we had a big big bowl for only $9.. i think its quite nice.
1 more place for supper!!

e surprise is i met Joshua and his gf there. haha
i think he really love the food that he travel all e way from wdls to here..

*i think im going to eat tmr again XD
its not really super nice la
but its addictive. i duno whyyy

peektures!

2008-05-22T17:22:00.001+08:00

since i finished my exams. and have nth to do. i'll upload some pics. heh. all are very random..

My tiger shoes
Michelle, Me and Kean

Kean is the one who got me addicted to rubik's cube! and now i can solve one already =)
me and jessica at St. James
St. James

Michelle , Hwa Soon and Me at bosses. my all-time fav. super love their xiao long baoss. i always order 2-longs

me and michelle. at vivo again, but this time we ate marche

my new hair.

this is e pic that everyone say very nice.

ya i know its only e expression nice. not my face. x.x

bah

2008-05-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

i am sweating in air con room

my sleeping hours are screwed up
the sleeping hours:
monday: 2am-4pm (14hours ok!! im shocked myself also)
tuesday: 3am-730am (have to wake up early for exam )

i screwed up my IF exam. haha. but i glad its over!

i spent 3hrs+ in marche chatting and watching ppl take photo with e cows and riding on it.(when i shud be at home studying for POM exam...)

i am going to flunk my POM exam..

i wan to sleeep
but keep got ppl talk to me.and i like it. haha!

ok this post very lame.
byee

NATO

2008-05-18T04:59:00.002+08:00

i lose my momentum to study
exams are round the corner and i only spend less den 3 hours studying daily
always ended up in bed or tv or supper or movies

talking abt movies
i watched many nice movies and love them all~
all is romance-comedy type
1-definitely maybe
2- what happens in vegas
3- made of honour

all 3 are highly recommended by me!

i'm still thinking whether to watch "over her dead body" or not...

wish there will be more shows of this type. hehe.
they cant seem to go wrong =P
movies of same genre include "ps i love you", "the break-up", "no reservations","50 first dates", "my best friend's wedding"

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my 1 month hols are coming
i wan to change my ft studies to pt(if e sch schedule is able to fit me in), so tt i can take up a ft time job from june till end of oct
that means $$ and job experience..if i can cope with work n studies, i might consider taking pt for my bach course also.... den i wouldn't need to take up loan from banks..

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i've become so fat that there is no gap between my thighs anymore.
O.O

my dark eye circles are bigger than the panda's

my hair length is e longest i've ever had
i really cant get use to it
e hair always get pulled/trapped by myelbows when i am studying; or by my shoulders when im sleeping
but it is still not long enough to perm.....
e ends of my hair are becoming dry grass like...
howwwww

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i'll worry about it after my exams............................................

i forgot to mention abt my lecturer... haiz. im always complaining
e lecturer ssay our ans must write at least 2 page
wat kind of guideline is this lo.
he shud say like how many points ma.
when i ask him about how many points instead of 2 pages , he say he see by pages , not by points.....

*vomit blood

i think measuring by quality is better den quantity lo..
my hands are going to paralyse on 22 may.
must write 10 pages for an exam......
my assignment also no need to write that much!!!!!

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ok. im done with complaining.
time to sleep.

fat face

2008-05-12T00:11:00.003+08:00

how many of you think u got fat/big face?
i always knew my face is big/fat/round
but friends with tiny faces (brianna and cn) keep saying they got face bigger den mine
i really canot understand, thought they juz wan to make me feel happy (which i wun, cos i know my face is really big. haha!)

until today my sis told me that she think her face is bigger den mine
den i realise that brianna and cn really meant it when they say they got round faces

but i still think my face rounder lo. haiz

i thought about this because i cut my own fringe today
i like it very much. hope it remains like this tmr.
all thx to my sis for stopping me.
i was like cutting cm by cm
when reaching my eye bags part, i got fed up
seems like taking forever to cut lo.

i told me sis " forget it la, gan gan lai le"
sis" CANNOT!! we always reach this situation den anyhow, thats where we make mistakes and create disasters."

i listened to her and so i love my haircut by myself =)

end of story.

updates

- watched "forbidden kingdom"(lousy show) and " what happen in vegas"(very nice! love it~)

- owned the pair of tiger shoes that i've been eyeing since before CNY. been searching high and low for size 7(even in tw!) when there isn't size 7 at all. end up settled for size 6.5 which is available all e while.

-completed my assignment. a load off my chest =D

-broke my record, i bought 3 pairs of shoes(topshop, ripples & tiger) in 1 week o.O

- listen the song "qiang qiang" for many times le, but today is e first time i watch the mtv , i cried. so poor thing lo. i cant imagine if my caesar leave me .....

- my caesar have constipation, super poor thing. he tried to shit for more den 5min. walk few steps den try to shit. but nv come out. when there is abit of shit in sight, i keep cheering for him, ask him jia you, even help him massage his stomach to pipi, hoping that will aid in his poo-ing. like seeing a mother give birth to child like that. quite interesting i thought. lol
after that i let him drink milk(thinking it might help in constipation). he super like lor. lick until e bowl DRY. better den tissue paper.
and today he poo w/o any difficulty. yeah!!

thats all for updates. goodnite world~

shopping freak

2008-05-02T01:25:00.002+08:00

think there's no need for me to blog abt yesterday shopping trip le.
details can be found in cn's blog.

went shopping again today...
with brianna. we comb far east and bugis village. i almost fainted in bugis village lor. e air con spoil, e air is still. i feel i cant breathe like that..but i nv faint la. haha
nv buy alot...just a tube and a belt ,which according to brianna, is very coach-like

i've been going out so much lately that my bro starts to worry
he thought i get to know some bad chaps and always hang out late with them. haha

i think i should stop shopping and clear my assignment le.
need to go library tmr to do research.. hope i wun be lazy tmr..

btw, i have planned to go back msia for shopping next weekend.. hahaha =x
jusco got members sale..how can resist? =P
e sales are up to 90% off de lo. super goood

ok. now i need to do my tutorial for tmr already.......

*drags myself away......

unexpected

2008-04-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

this post is very boring and has no meaning. read only if u are very free! haha

new module this week.
lecturer seems ok. know his stuff. but naggy. not bad...hoepfully it stays this way
lucky thing is that the assignment is individual =D can do at my own pace or even last min. hahaha

i came home after lesson to find caesar urine all over e place and toppled e trash bin =(

i walked to tiong bahru to buy food and came back.... that is very amazing of me. because i am so lazy. took me half an hour to have my food infront of tv. just in time for "ah wang"

after that i did a more surprising thing
duno what gave me e energy and motivation.....
i mopped the floor.... ahha i know its no big deall
but me being so lazy, i will only do it unwillingly when my bro keep nag me
this time i did it myself willingly! shud i be proud? dun think so, cos e floor very dirty due to caesar's urine. (not tt i didnt clean his urine, but after cleaning still smelly..)

while mopping i was watching e variety show, something to do with chinese language. so fun lo. i miss my chinese lessons.. even saw participants from FuChun sec.. and they are quite good unexpectedly =x

after that, i brought caesar for a walk, also to buy bread, cos my food da bao from tiong bahru doesnt fill my stomach at all...
this walk took me 30mins also.
because i super stupid, live in this area for 1year already, i still cant rmbr e shops. i wanted to give up, den on my way back... i found it...
at least not a wasted trip la. haha

end of post. i know it is boring. but to me this day is very special. cos i am super not lazy. worth jotting down. hee~

shopping

2008-04-27T13:44:00.006+08:00

i had alot of physical training yesterday -- shopping from 2pm-9pm with brianna
7 hours and we were not able to conquer orchard... not to say orchard + bugis which we had initially planned..

nv buy alot but want to buy alot!

i only bought a lime green zara tube dress for only $34.90 .
i think it is very cheap and i liked it alot =D 1 thing not so good abt it is tt e material very thin, not see thru but can see e shape of my rib cage. anyhows, i still duno on wat occasion can i wear tt dress.
whereas for brianna... she spent 4digits lo.. O.O!

wanted to look for slippers with straps on ankles (not havianas kind of slippers) to wear with my dress/jeans. my papillio looks horrible with jeans...
but due to my fat + flat feet, i cant find one that looks nice on me =(
i will continue to search for it. maybe i'll buy e one at schu...

not forgetting to include that i am very happy because i met Brianna for shopping! hahahha~

i am so so addicted to shopping. wished i am still working now.

these are what i know i want, but still considering whether to get it anot.....

Shu Uemura White Recovery Ex (RM280) Anna Sui - Secret Wish (SGD 125)

Gucci Bag . put for fun only. i cant nv afford it. Brianna bought it like it only cost $100 lor. so decisive! after that she kept saying how many normal bags can she buy with $1350. tell me how ur mom reacted when she saw ur bag!
and a trip to Tasmania - Australia

friendship

2008-04-26T03:12:00.004+08:00

i duno how to be happy for myself. like no motivation
but in order to make ppl around me to be happy, i have to be happy
that shud be e motivation rite?

some random thoughts

sometimes i dunno if i had unintentionally hurt my friends...if i really do, i am really sorry and i didn't mean it..

i am sometimes retarded in expressing myself, i nv meant purposely to hurt or make anyone unhappy with my comments/words/opinions/or whatsover
i duno if my friends have misunderstood my intentions before....
if i dun like you, i wouldn't be spending time talking to you

*nothing happen. my friends didnt mistaken me for anything. i just feel that i talked alot recently. afraid tt i might have said e wrong things. heh..

there was a period of time when i felt i had no friends at all
i can only blame myself because i hadn't made time for them

but now i feel my life is more complete
i go out with different group of friends recently. and i am very happy about it =D
i nv realise that there is so much more to life!
i wan to try all sorts of activities!
dunwan to wait till im old den regret nv do this nv do that

-

imo, there are many kinds of friendship
true friends
activity friends
benefit friends
hi-bye friends

i hope all my friends at least fall into activity friends, if not better, true friends
we may not have the time to update on each otherfrequently, but as long as we care, it will be enough. isnt it?

if only life could be so simple.
*beams

空秋千

2008-04-24T23:39:00.003+08:00

i'm not happy anymore.
i cant do the things i promised myself
i hate to look at my hp hoping there is an sms from someone
this is endless and aimless waiting
duno why im doing it when i know i wun get anything out of it

i must be out of my mind

moodswings! =(

*sorry to disappoint the ones who are happy for me being happy >.<

珍惜

2008-04-24T16:07:00.002+08:00

This shall sum up my messy life for these 2 weeks

自寻烦恼
I hate that I love you
不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经佣有
its better to end with all good memories
拿得起放得下

I dunwan to know the truth. i'll keep the memories as it is.
不是逃避现实只不过想挽留美好回忆
contented enough

time to move on with my life..
can I do it?

fulfilling

2008-04-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

this marks the end of my short holiday
i have accomplished some task though
-burn out my photo dvd
-steamboating
-playing the sims and getting blue screenSSS
-accompanying mummy to eat, go lib and ntuc shopping + mcd sundae
-completed rubik's cube (w/o referring to websites. hmmm. i memorised e steps though =x)

had relaxed and enjoyed myself enough
shall brace for e coming module

before that
i've got these planned
-tues movie (definitely maybe or run papa run)
-wed shopping
-fri dinner and metro sales
-weekend msia shopping

seems like all is shopping.
im deprived of it la. been so busy last month. hehehe
think i really deserve it =D

open heart "kai xin"

2008-04-18T02:03:00.003+08:00

i can finally say byebye to financial analysis!!

had e best nap in months
my dream was so deep yet soothing

although i have been under alot of stress lately
but i am happy with my progress of being a better person!
hope i can continue and get rid of all my bad habits/ characteristics/ wateva crap

i want to be a happy person!!!!!!!!!!!
i know i can do it =D

give me a break

2008-04-14T22:51:00.002+08:00

i seriously need more time
or rather, i need to have better time management

have been staying in school for e past 2 weeks or so
doing a stupid assignment
but i actually quite enjoyed it.
we crapped more than we worked. haha

guy A from another table " hi, i think ur access card dropped"
us, " ?? where?? oooo, ok, thanks!"
guy A's friend(talking to guy A), " oi, where were u actually looking?!"

anyway we finnally submitted e assignment today. wanted to revise for exams, but end up in The Cathay chatted from 4-8pm o.O

i learnt how to play e "Rubik's Cube"
when Kin taught us about the basic knowledge, i find it really amazing

although this module is very torturing , due to e horrible lecturer -_-
but thru this, i get to know 2 very good friends.
really happy =)

i also got back my result for elements of economics, got A+
happy =D

i went back msia for grandma's 89th birthday
did shopping and ate good food, e char kuay tiao and roti pratas in singapore cant be compared to e ones in msia AT ALL~

so busy yet so happy
cos i made full use of my time.

will be meeting my colleagues tmr. another photo-taking session~

that leaves me only 1 day for revision. *faints
but i know i can do it and i have no choice but to do it!!!!!!!
WO KE YI DE~~~~~

something very terrible happened to a friend of mine
i feel really sad and unjustice for her even for a " pan guan zhe"
cant imagine how she coped with it
hope everything can be resolved and the truth will surface

haven been contacting with my friends lately
hope everyone is doing fine
all e best for exams for those studying
hope that everything is smooth sailing for those at work
JIA YOU!!

*i think i can only be free in June. cos got 2 modules next month >.<
i scare i will forget to breathe.........

WEAK

2008-04-09T00:30:00.002+08:00

this is one of e few times i really gotten angry and upset with a person

and this idiot is a total bastard "lecturer" WHICH i dun think he is fit

i purposely used "WHICH" , cos he is not fit to be a human

anyway i just hate this person to the core. if im not wrong, his full name is DAVID GOH CHOO(or chee) siong?

lousiest lecturer i've ever met

he calls ppl by nationality

he scolds when we came in late and demand us to apologise. (we pay u to teach lehhhh UNCLE)

and many many many others

i will complain till he lose his job

-

but listening to Lin Yu Zhong's Kong Qiu Qian really appeases my anger

so nice =D

i think im in love with him liao

duno if its good or bad, seems tt i finally got feelings!

he is e first singer tt i fall in love because of his voice.

now i know why qingning say she love lin you jia so much already

2008-04-06T14:30:00.002+08:00

i thought that I can be very slack for this month because i only have 1 module
but this module's assignment and contents made my head very big

1- the lecturer super cmi, i even wrote an email to complain about him. He talk about everything except the module contents -_-
2-my group mates and I don't even know how to start the assignment. had been doing till evening/night many days ....
3- because he teach rubbish, i have to learn everything by myself or ask my friends because i do not a single thing about accounting. and that bastard lecturer assume that we all know accounting.

I really can't wait for this module to end.

nothing much had happened since e last update

just that I got myself addicted to The Sims 2
dl-ed all the expansions.
this game is becoming stressful because of the aspirations, wants and fears.
heard that sims 3 is coming out sooon~

I am officially, truely , absolutely out of job already. gotten my last pay in mid-march
thinking of teaching tuition, but i don't know if I am up to it, and where to find the students to teach??

2008-03-27T14:48:00.003+08:00

i have e habit of having long afternoon naps (4hrs)

i woke up at 9am for sch at 10am, reach home around 2, had some food and off to slp till 7pm

i will have difficulty getting to sleep even though its 2am

this is my vicious cycle

my tummy is yelling by showing e fats . haha

yes yes i know i said i wan to gain weight

but is gain WEIGHT evenly, not jsut around the tummy. booo

reading annual report of SONY doesnt helps at all

maybe i should read it every night before i climb into my blanket. shud have a nice sleep. =D

my living door-stopper =P love him to bits. i dare not imagine what will i become without caesar in my life

his puppy eye o_o

love

2008-03-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

去爱吧
如同从来没有受过伤害一样

simple yet meaningful

off

2008-03-24T00:09:00.001+08:00

on off on off on off

OFF now

this post is only meaningful for those who knew

new pc

2008-03-16T22:39:00.003+08:00

i bought a new com!
and i'm using it now.
been using laptop for years , the sudden switch to pc really feels weird becos the screen is sooo big. like an old television. but its so much faster den e lao kok kok laptop.
so happy ! =D

but my bank transactions scares me
i spent 7k++ this month.
sch fees + computer
am going to restrict my spending already.

anyway, got 2 exams coming up next week. and i didnt study much
i dun feel like memorising anything.
just hope e exams will be easy.

ka ching!

2008-03-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

yay!!
im so happy cos i paid deposit for a compaq desktop today.
but it will only arrive earliest by friday =(
now im looking for computer table. so exciting. i need to find pirated microsoft office, photoshop etc.
i also need a wireless card or usb for my pc. so troublesome.

also bought a hp printer and get 1 SG flyer ticket(free gift).
that means have to spent $30 to get 1 more ticket. 50% off, better than nth. i know i always say sg flyer nth to see one, but since got 1 free ticket, why not? hahaha =x

i went to shokudo today
its a "japanese marche"(its my own way of describing, it has nth to do with marche), the food is quite nice, price similar to marche, also got rosti, just tt that sour cream has e sour taste while marche's don't.
i still prefer Marche cos i like e pork knuckle =D

i need to go do my proj already. i hate microsoft word 2007, so unfriendly to ppl(me) with older version.

mood swing

2008-03-08T21:23:00.003+08:00

*edited*

reasons for this entry
-alone at home on a saturday night
-time of e month
-brain-dead from studying

basically its boredom

interesting facts about me that you might not know
-allergic to prawn and crab, but wont crave for it cos i've grown to hate it
-cant use normal plasters, i will develope rashes
-will get pimples and my face if i apply nail polish on my fingers. (sensitive skin again)
-always fear i lose control over my mind and do stupid things like crossing e road when there are many cars, putting my hand on e cooking pan when e fire is on.
-sometimes i suspect im not mentally stable
-prone to accidents (commented by from ppl around me)
-my lil sister is my best friend and most trusted person. she knows what im thinking 99% of e time, and vice versa. its getting very scary.
-i've forgotten wat is e feeling of being in love(with a human)
-i get disappoint easily if i dun get wat i want.but i wont expect ppl to do everything as i want it
- dun like to make decisions cos i dunwan to be like forcing other ppl to agree with me

i'll stop here cos i'm feeling better already =D

-bah-

2008-03-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

in e midst of my revision, my financial calc went out of batt, i search for a screw driver in my house only to realise i dun need to unscrew to remove the batt

im glad the calc died on me now, not during my exams *phew

studying is so stressful and tiring
work is super free and no need to worry
but at least i've got something to look forward to. unlike during my working days, duno wat im living for

=)

cant wait till after my exams.
i wil only have 1 module . hopefully will be less busy!

m.i.a

2008-02-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

didnt blogged for sooo long because i really really don't have the time!

main events

ubin fall
i had my worst fall on 15th feb
went ubin to cycle with my colleagues
i had been very cautious with riding bicycle since my last fall when i was pri 6
but after many cycling sessions, i thought i was ok and i forgot about e possibility of falling -.-

i thought it was an ok down slope. but e rest say its quite steep
i was happily riding, i could hear e wind passing my ears, and it keeps getting louder. to an extend that made me quite worried. but seeing that i was still far from my friends, i thought e speed is ok
all of a sudden i couldn't take control of my bicycle!
madness. its e first time i experienced this.
e "steering" or handle i was holding to, it just keeps wobbling and i couldn't keep it still
e next time i knew is i screamed and flew off my bicyle =(

[at that point of time, i think it hurts more than my accident few years back. haha
cos there were more wounds.]

i am super scared of pain. i cant stand the pain from open wounds. >.<
and i thought my arm is broken cos i cant straighten it

e worst thing tht could happen is tt a lizard try to climb up on me
i had to jump so tt it drops off my body
i didnt know to laugh or cry at tt moment x.x

anyway. i couldn't make myself cycle back to jetty .
luckily a police car pass by and i get a ride back
then we were off to CGH, turn out my arm is fine w/o any fractures.
but e poor nurse probably feels super sinned cos i couldnt stop crying when she is helping me to clean e wounds.

till today , i still cant realy straighten my arm,
e wounds have healed abt 85%, waiting for e dry, hard skin to drop off by itself.

i think i will have "ying1 ying3" when cycling next time . sigh..

sch starts
i started sch on 18th feb.
no choice had to drag my feet out of my house. with all e bandages still on.
sch is ok, able to understand and quite interesting
but i cant miss any lesson, if not i will be lost.
hope my ethusiasium for sch stays. =)

but it kept me real busy that i dun even have e time to online.
i feel very exhuasted everytime i came back from school =(
maybe used too much brain. (long time nv activate my brain already)

-

think thats all for updates.
nth special on vday (in case u were expecting any)

i blogged because i went to bed at 8pm(super tired from sch), but couldnt slp long, woke at 12am instead =(

*i lost weight, i wan to gain it back.
yes, ur eyes arent playing tricks on you.
CAIJUAN SAYS SHE WAN TO GAIN WEIGHT
i must be crazyy~

updates

2008-02-04T14:59:00.000+08:00

29 Jan

Waruku at central

30 Jan

macritchie - HSBC treetop walk

31st Jan

shopping at town

no, i didnt buy that dress. =P

e main thing is e tangs paper bag

finally got my fav Miss triumph bra with my size

its buy 3 get 1 free =D

Marche at Vivo

joy

2008-01-29T15:53:00.000+08:00

i have been in good mood these days
so good that when unlucky things happen, i can find a good cause for it
i think mood can really do wonders

i drank iced milk tea from "man le wu" at FarEast at arnd 7-8pm
thus getting myself a sleepless night
i had to take a anti-giddy pill to cure my giddiness (i duno why i giddy still cant slp )
but the anti-giddy pill will cause drowsiness.
well. actually i thought giddy and drowsy is e same thing. i just used 2 different terms to make u all understand better
quite ironic hor, e medicine
after taking the pill, i managed to fall aslp. maybe 4++ am i think.

have to wake up at 750am. that gives me only 3hrs+ of slp
i woke up feeling tired but still ok
broke part of my big toe nail while climbing e stairs
two 197 came tgt after a short wait(i thought i was so lucky). i chose e one behind 'cos more seats
but my bus travel like snail cos it cant overtake e 197 infront or he was way before his schedule

reached 15mins late but 2 others was even later den me =p
i finished my work and proceed to help out my colleague's part
he ask me" so i go off first ah?"
i already quite irritated at him. but i kept my cool " there still have lehhh"

-.-

-

i need more shopping

-

school is more or less settled
hope everything will go smoothly

i have to start scrimping already
mcdonalds, LJS, KFC, MosBurger shall be a very high class restaurant for me for the next 2 years

*cant picture life without $$
x_x

pics

2008-01-17T15:51:00.000+08:00

me

me + colleague

super yummy donuts =D

day out

2008-01-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

<3

2008-01-15T17:05:00.000+08:00

Its been some time since my Caesar appear....

he can be quite photogenic at time eh!

i love him soooooo much
even though he anyhow pee
even though he always whine
even though he make noise til i bring him go gai gai everyday

he is like a super cute soft toy... coming to live~

=D

-

was browsing thru my pics
i realise my hair is getting from bad to worst
i scare if i rebond again, i will become botak
but i think salon prices have started to increase(due to CNY) already

cant wait to go back msia next weekend to do my hair, shop, and eat roti bom~
just hope i dun bring back too many mosquito bites' scars =/

*this post is so random. heh =p

2008

2008-01-10T12:47:00.000+08:00

firstly...
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL~~

abit late i know =P

new year resolutions:
-study hard
-treat my family better . esp my mom(cos i always argue with her. though she very irritating and naggy at times. but i know she loves me =))
-spend lesssss (canot use e word "save", coz i no more income)
-play lesser fairyland
-spend mroe time with caesar
-slim downnnn
-redecorate my room

basically tts all

-

studies are more or less settled.
*hopefully*

-

facebook is so boring
friendster is becoming like facebook with all e "applications"

-

Spring is here~~
clothes are much much more prettier!!!

oh i finally got myself a pair of blackraisins earrings
a lil costly(compared to my 3 for $5), but its worth it

fb

2007-12-26T13:40:00.000+08:00

madness~

X'mas

2007-12-26T10:27:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone~

hope everyone has enjoyed themselves

personally, x'mas is juz a public holiday for to slack at home =D
and im happy with that
even so, i still get my x'mas prez ^^;

*mine is black. couldn't find the pic of black version online

-

I am badly addicted to fairyland
good in a way, cos i get to stay at home thus spending less $$

but.. i still many unpaid stuffs
-vichy have finally arrive =D so much more cheaper in US than in SG
-malaysia shopping stuffs, i charged them to mom's credit card
-mio bills

Faint~

but nvm. im so looking forward to my pay in Jan'08

-

oh, i just got to know that we wontbe doin cell culture this week
that means i have NOTHING , NOTHING AT ALL to do this week
=D

-

my poor caesar has been vomitting since sunday
duno if its because he's got a cold from sleeping in myroom
or he ate something wrong
he's really very poor thing
sleeping all day and looking listless >.<
i heard tt if a dog is sick, he will go eat grass. but i think my caesar too stupid to have this general knowledge leh..

hai...

-

i went msia last weekend
attempted to watch national treasure 2
but only managed to catch 1st hour of it
e cinema had a blackout
they let us have a refund. but i lose e tickets -.-
managed to find it in e end. got back our RM20

now i duno want to watch it again or wat...

*ah chooo!

2007-12-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

gotten a cold since wednesday
i have myself to blame bcos i'm real stupid
i was feeling very cold in lab but i actually forgot that i HAD my sweater in my bag -.-
had been sneezing and having runny nose till now
worst is i canot take MC, bcoz my colleague is not around, if i MC den no one do things
not tt boss forbids me la, but i juz feel its not nice
since he treat me so good, i should not give him trouble oso ma

-

was chatting with yuling yesterday
and we talked about how our money just disappears. LIKE THAT!
like nv buy much and e money jus gone missing
i wanted to save up de. end up still .....hais...

before getting bonus i spend, after getting bonus i also spend
end up i spend more than my bonus
*faint

-

2 more days and candy is going to fly off to tw~
so envious!
wonder when can i have the chance to fly also
hmmm...
anyway, hope u will enjoy the trip!

-

oh i forget to mention that i am happy today
cos my hair decides to be better than yesterday =D

-

i wish i can be easily satisfied like this everyday other day
afterall happiness is determined by myself
whatever bad things might happen, try looking it from a different angle, it might change ur reactions and views
im learning to be more optimistic although i feel being optimistic always disappoints me more. =/
i also realise tt most humans are not evil or bad even if they did bad things
if we try to look form their perspective, why they did such things, maybe we can understand why.
like those MRT commuters, they didnt wait for ppl to come out before they get in. -> they jus wish to board the train and get to places.
someone being very selfish and dunwan to share things - maybe they are not tt well off to share things with ppl. they can barely afford it

my point is everyone has a good heart. they dun mean to purposely hurt or make u miserable

*off to work

happy me

2007-12-12T10:53:00.001+08:00

been very busy lately
didnt even have time for myself
ok. partly cos im too addicted to fairyland. =X

During this period of time, i had alot of realizations
regretted for doing somethings that are not worth it at all
well, at least i realised it early!

attended a course again.
its call wellness and emotions management.
throughout e course i feel so stress la
like the instructor keep trying to dig my secrets! hah
but nevermind. i learnt alot of things oso
i learnt how to relax. quite stupid it may sound. but i really duno how to relax.

yesterday my caesar made me feel real bad
i was eating LJS and he came to sniff e fries
i scolded with with a firm"NO!"
poor caesar lowered his head , walked to a distance away from me.
he sat down and look at me with his big brown puppy eye
i can really feel my heart wrench lor
but i cant let him eat it, cos he will become botak. haiz...
he's really too cute to handle

i suddenly missed someone alot
i am still very grateful to her till today
she was there when i really needed it
i understood the phrase " a friend in need is a friend indeed" because of her
even though we nv contact each other anymore.
i may not be her best friend, but she will always be my bestest friend

bitten apple

2007-11-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

-im back to playing fairyland. just tt this time round, i dun have friends playing with me.. boo
-deprived of sleep 'cos i cant stop playing fl
-im having 2nd thoughts on getting an iMac
-very excited abt SITEX
-i'm not quitting my job until i get performance bonus(hopefully got!)

SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEE~~

2007-11-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

yea!

i am very happy

coz i shopped for 5 hours straight in Jusco

Items

2 lingerie

1 WH shorts

1 WH pants

2 somerset bay bracelets

damage = ~RM350

i love e feeling of converting RM back in SGD! so cheap =D

2007-11-21T14:52:00.000+08:00

now tt I've got PR
I have no more excuses for my studies

murdoch -management+ tourism, i like. but e uni ranking like cmi(cannot be found on top 500)
ireland - finance, neutral interest. uni ranking 177
newcastle - finance + accounting , neutral interest. uni ranking 215

despite all these things troubling me, i slept 12 hours almost everyday =)

-

e weather is turning cold.. take care ppl!

pics

2007-11-18T15:53:00.000+08:00

let e pictures do e talkings =)

20+1

2007-11-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday YULING!

juz came back from yuling's chalet
many turned up and its good to catch up with them =)
enjoyed myself alot. took many pictures too.
wanted to upload today, but too tired la. heh

hope to have more meetups after ntu's exams!
i realise they are either ntu or sim or mdis
y no nus one? if not can meet for lunch ....

all e best to those studying for exams!

moody

2007-11-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

was feeling sick yesterday, cramp + feel like vomiting
went home during lunch but found tt i left my keys inside e lab, my colleagues went for lunch already.
so i have to forsake my bag(trapped n lab) and take a cab home, i scare i will vomit on e bus.
luckily my mom was on e way home too.

had my best 2 hrs of sleep in e week
haven been able to sleep well, i duno why oso. have problems sleeping everynite, end up nv sleep much

thought i can finally rest n relax. then HE finds trouble in me again!!
i duno how long more can i stand him before i explode
i dunwan to argue with him coz i noe it will turn ugly
but he is really getting on my nerves!

remind me again why are they called my "family"?

i feel much more happier at my work place
i think i really blessed to have such nice colleagues
i wouldn't have stayed in this job for so long without them =)

iMac

2007-11-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

i wan this one!!
its very good leh.
-esp good for movies and music
-have many widgets to play with
-virus free
-super pretty structure, layout,everything!
-and it is white
-e CPU is in e monitor itself

of course there are other very good specs, like e speed, memory, ram, 2 dual core processor(=4 processor) and wateva but im not really interested

e problem with me is i always fall in love with pretty things

e more i see e more i wan to buy right now
but i wan to find e cheapest and best deal
ie: many free gifts(softwares!), discounts

any good deals?

long weekend

2007-11-12T10:48:00.000+08:00

i had a super long weekend(4 days!), but it passed super fast oso

here goes:

i went "central", the new building at chinatown

it was around 6+ after we had dinner, and e river view is sooo nice!
with e lights from e pubs and e reflections

took some pictures and my T20 start to shiver
its e 2nd time already, she couldn't stop vibrating, its like e lens keep adjusting when e power is on, i sent her to see doctor at wisma
have to wait for 7days before i can see her again. hope she comes back in 1 piece

caught "Bee Movie"

i liked e graphics alot! i personally think it is really cute and nice

especially in the factory, e works, e processes of making honey. so cute lo

e plot quite interesting but one thing i dun understand is their "roses" dun look like e roses i know. hmmm

although they got some of e facts wrong, like pollination, i think wind can oso help ma. not only

must be bees. but overall its good. heh
i love animations!

i got my PR! =D

probably because its friday and the day after deepavali, most ppl apply leave to go ICA

stucked in ICA from 1.30pm-630pm because of e PR

luckily i asked e reception abt e waiting time, and we were told tt it is AT LEAST 2 hours

went bugis to eat and shopped abit

after getting PR, i wanted to eat pastamania, so we went back bugis

but!!! e pastamania closed down already

very sad ..

i made my first konnyaku!

its smth like agar agar but more firm. japanese jelly i think?

anyway, i think it taste quite ncie leh. i even put in fresh cut fruits like kiwi and strawberry

i bought another packet. hoping to be able to make today after work

i finished watching HEROES Season 1 ! =D

very addicted. to e extend that i dreamt of it everynight

cant wait for season 2 to finish showing.

*i feel very accomplished =)

incase u haven notice, i didnt really shopped

DramaQueen

2007-11-02T16:15:00.000+08:00

i think im too old to watch taiwan ou xiang ju
but i still enjoy doing it! haha

addicted to "gong zhu xiao mei" by wu zun and angela chang
but tw only show till episode 7. so have to wait patiently =(

while waiting, i divert my attention to "huan huan ai" by rainie + he jun xiang

-

i feel very very very happy today
coz i found someone in e same situation as me!
feel relieved that i can let out my feeling, im not alone
we've known each other for 11mths, yet only recently we started to talk more =)

random

2007-10-31T22:18:00.000+08:00

i like him!!

Jake Gyllenhaal

delighted

2007-10-31T11:01:00.000+08:00

i am so happy =D

i wonder if there really is telepathy?

i receive an sms from someone i haven been in contact for ages, yet i thought of tt person juz recently
sad thing is the conversation didn't continue. haiz

but i'm happy enough already =D

haven been allowing myself to daydream for years
coz i noe e higher hopes i have, e more disappointment i will get

its good to let myself have an "off-day" once in awhile...
heh...

drained

2007-10-29T16:52:00.001+08:00

im feeling so tired and restless
i think i can sleep 24hour straight

shoot!

2007-10-26T12:26:00.000+08:00

i kind of made up my mind le.
hope everything will go smoothly

e main aim of this post is to say
I'm going to learn archery!

like so fun and atas leh

*happy

random

2007-10-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

i was writing on a peice of blank paper
and i find that i can write straight now! without e guiding of lines!!
amazing how i master this technique tt i once thought it is impossible
i used to write like an aeroplane taking off

i missed my lunch
haven had my dinner
lazy to cook maggie mee

im irritated by JAMES KONG from kaplan
coz he don't want to reply my emails
!@E#$@%@#
I think I need to make a trip to Kaplan soon

big brain

2007-10-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

i attended Edward De Bono's Direct Attention Tools today.
it teaches us how to guide our thinking, not to go off track, think in e right direction

last time i attended the Tony Buzan's Mind Mapping Made Easy
it teaches us to anyhow think, do not give ourself any limits, to be creative

this 2 courses are directly opposite lo.
think those 2 guys are rivals.

a lil bit of updates
-my fluff friend "angel" i s very suay, she lost all her money on bet.
-i finally bought a pair of jeans tt fits!
-i decided to study finance again
-Caesar is making me very angry coz he still urine everywhere
-i have an urge to buy a laptop(mac)
-i haven been having enough sleep
-i went to subway yesterday and e staff told me that the bread isn't ready. super disappointed , coz i had a craving for it =(
-meiji milk has increased price from $4.20 to $4.90 . so our family is switching to magnolia now
-I'm sad tt Tian Sun Ye Ye and Xin Hua Fang has ended. now e shows not nice one.
-I spend hours at PageOne to read Tony Buzan's books
-I'm glad for the friends i have in my life =)

studies?

2007-10-18T16:27:00.000+08:00

i have to say byebye to oct 07 intake le
but tt means i get to have my bonus! =D
my acc has reached a "new height"
so happy!!

hope i can study asap in 2008(immediately after i get bonus)

im having second thoughts
wondering if i should study tourism, hospitality instead....
hmmmm

im trying to psycho HF into studying tgt with me at kaplan.
but she bias leh, she like MDIS more.. hai...

condemn

2007-10-15T11:17:00.000+08:00

i want to fa xie!

i went to this waruku pasta restaurant at marina square
e carbonara pasta is $12.80
e set meal is $19.80 (carbonar pasta+ soup + salad+ red wine+ gratin[aka baked pasta])
i so happy leh. think got such nice things

end up my pasta is MINI SIZED!
i so angry can
e menu NEVER state that the pasta will be MINI-SIZED lo
i asked for e manager and scolded him
all he did was to ask me write a feedback card
#%$##%@

think my complaining skills not good enough
i was expecting to have some discounts lehhhh

btw. e food isnt very nice. i think pasta mania nicer , cheaper and more "liao"

worst than ever

2007-10-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

i wish i could end this misery

i've experienced so many different forms of sadness during this period of time

is there anything worst?

unhappiness

2007-10-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

e course ended yesterday
wasnt a very good ending
coz it ended with teambased work, "games"

maybe im nt a teamplayer
but i really CANT STAND E AUNTIES!!!

we are suposed to do a mindmap on "year end departmental function"
e 2 aunties were only concerned abt e FOOD and e BUDGET, which they know best la...
but e more impt things are venue, people, theme etc

i almost vomitted blood.

work is so mundane
PR application is still PENDING! @#%#$^
i've called, emailed, goin to mail it later. fax it tml
hope they can do smth about it
im reallly dessssperate for e PR letter >.<

5 more days.....
pray for me ..

mind map

2007-10-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

i attended e course "mind mapping made easy" today
its was really fun!
e instructions is very nice and engaging
e participation, laughters, nice peoples

i drank 5 cups of tea during two tea-breaks - feeling dizzy now

e mindmaps from Tony Buzan is REALLY AMAZING!!
really tempted to buy the "mind map" book

e main point of my post is that e instructor complimented tt my mindmap is goooood!
hahahha
i know its nth much la. he oso say others mind map very good
but i'm still very happy =)
easily contented
afterall, who doesnt likes to be praised? heh

there's another session tml!
im so looking forward to it!!!

i steamed my first bun w/o instructions from mom.
it turn out soft n warm . heh

cheered

2007-10-05T14:26:00.000+08:00

reasons to be happier

-someone made my day yesterday
my cheeks were sour from all e laughings
we met for 3 times only. but we seems to get along well.
i really enjoyed the company =)

- i've got a date for saturday!

-my heels didnt bite me today

-that someone added me on facebook

emo

2007-10-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

i wished i was different

i wished i had e chance to study overseas

i wished i had a better childhood

i wished i had strike toto

i wished i can forgive and forget

i wished i had someone to depend on

i wished i can be happier...

bad start

2007-10-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

need to reach at 8am tdy for CA invigilation
but i waited 197 for abot 20min!!
ok la. my fault oso. i left home abit late

end up i late for ten min only ma
e students not in yet oso
CA only starting at 830 -.-

hate the aunty lo. she is only there to wash things de lo.
say wat " CA canot late one leh. if u late hoh, den e bus wun wait for u leh, den see how u go there by urself"
of coz i noe bus wun wait for me! but this CA no need to take bus to another venue ma
when e students start coming in,she still dare to say me " u shud guide e students, tell them to check their seat number, bla bla bla"
i showed her e -.- face
i really cant stand her !

-

my fluffy pet has no munny. canot race. very sad =(

blame on me

2007-10-02T17:22:00.000+08:00

e more hope u have , e more disappointment u will get

i knew tt all along

but i seem to have gradually forgotten abt it

-

this is a selfish world
we canot be dependant on others
we can only count on ourselves

facebook

2007-10-01T16:20:00.000+08:00

add me on facebook!
my facebook

its addictive =)
but i still cant figure out how those vampires & zombies work.

-

i had diahorrea this morning again

*feeling sick

family brekky

2007-09-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

wasnt feeling well halfway thru e meal
diahorrea once i reached home
luckily we nv waited for bus
if not it'll be a torment for me!

who do i resemble in this blurry pic?

friendship

2007-09-30T01:55:00.000+08:00

*edited*

=)

i lost someone, and i found someone

oh i missed my bus stop on e way home too.

-

i got misunderstood by someone whom i tot understands me

im tired.

-

too much coincidence happened
its starting to freak me out
do we really have a destiny?

-

i feel so much better now
time will prove everything

-

*i miss you too

..

2007-09-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

saw this at yahoo. either yahoo copy friendster, or friendster copy yahoo
or its super coincidental

Quickie:
If you spend too much time thinking about your past, how can you move forward?

Overview:
Some of your more peculiar habits are causing your family to roll their eyes a bit, but try to hold your ground. You do (almost) everything for a good reason and if they can't see it, you just need to explain again.

haha!

2007-09-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

came across this on yahoo! answers

question:
Mole Removal?
ok well i bought some apple cider vinegar to
remove one of my moles on my arm and i was wondering exactly what do you do to
remove the mole what do you do with the apple cider vinegar after you rub it on
the mole ? some1 please tell me exactly what to do

answer:
moles
really tore up my yard last year. If you have one on your arm, you REALLY have a
mole problem! See what the local exterminator has to say.

he misread or he's feigning it?
LOL

FREAK!

2007-09-28T13:56:00.000+08:00

i was bored, looking thru friendster
clicked on"horoscope" hoping to find smth interesting, maybe smth to guide me

The Bottom Line
If you spend too much time thinking about your past, how can you move forward?

In Detail
If you spend too much time thinking about your past mistakes, how can you focus on moving forward? Today, you need to put the boxing gloves away -- because it's time for you to stop beating yourself up! No one remembers the things you did or didn't do, so why on earth should you? It's one thing to learn lessons from errors you've made, but it is quite another to continually punish yourself. This is a fresh day, full of possibility and promise. Don't waste it feeling regret.

freaked out
so true
just wat i needed
advice to my troubles

shud i really move forward?
somehow i wish i can go back..

will there be a chance?
will u do something?

xx

too much

2007-09-27T14:32:00.002+08:00

many times i find myself similar to other ppl
and its different individuals

no im not trying to "act close" to them by saying "I understand, i went thru tt too"

why can i be so similar to many ppl?
is it because i went thru alot?
maybe becos those are common probs
seems that i have all common probs
that makes me super problematic

i feel so weak recently
i feel like giving up, taking the easy way out
but i noe that is not goin to work for long term

i need to keep chant to myself that i must be strong, i canot be weak, i can do it, i must have the determination
but a small voice in my head keeps whining that its too tiring

i wish there was someone who will be always there
who agrees with me
who understands
who show that they really care
who is willing to sacrifice their time

i know i have friends. they are great
i really appreciate that
but i oso know that they have their own stuffs to do
they are busy with school work and stuffs

as much as i needed them.
although they are willing to make time for me
i dunwan them to neglect their responsibilities
just becos of me

i remember my brother saying this to my us
when we were in hospital 5 years ago
"what u are goin thru now is just a small part of your life(1 week out of 16years). hang on and it'll be over in no time"

4 frens, 4 different reactions
"stay calm, dun be rash, things will get better, u'll regret ur decision"
"u will get used to it as time pass"
"why u so sad?"
"be strong"

im glad i have met u all =)

cheap!

2007-09-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

i dun care how many post i've written today

i found out that ettusais is much more cheaper in msia!!
zero pore mask is retailing at SGD44! (~RM100)
in msia , its only RM72!!!
but its only available in KL -.-

so big difference!

vichy is oso cheaper in usa!

why is everything so exp in sg?
then why are there so many tourist coming to SG to shop?
*shake head*

2007-09-26T15:28:00.000+08:00

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

bored

2007-09-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

You know when your birthday is, but how old should you really be getting married? (just put an x next to the things that apply to you)

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 3

[x] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have NEVER smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[ ] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 5

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x] I pay attention at school/college.
[x]I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 6

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up
is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the
first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over
the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All(mostly) my friends are older than I am.
[ ] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 3

Add up all the numbers : My marriage age is 21

hahaha.
that leaves me 4 more months to get married!

anyone

2007-09-26T12:20:00.000+08:00

i wish there is someone whom i can talk to.

crap

2007-09-26T09:55:00.000+08:00

future awaits
never look back
you'll miss alot out there

few years down e road
we'll laugh and think
what im goin thru now is silly

thats part and parcel of life
isnt it?
borned, lived and die

to wished for something
to have it, and losing it
its just a process

what is love all about?
its something magical
but never last

uh..

2007-09-24T15:03:00.000+08:00

my horoscope for last week:

Your social energy makes the first few days of the week great fun for you and your circle of friends. Don't be shy about tossing ideas for new activities into the mix -- you may be surprised by who takes you up on them! After a whirlwind like that, it comes as no surprise that you're feeling a little tired on Thursday and Friday, but if you plan for low-energy days you should be fine. An incredible burst of mental energy comes your way this weekend. It may even inspire you to try a big new change in your life.

no good

2007-09-24T11:05:00.000+08:00

PR status: still processing

physical status: bodyache all over, tired

emotional status: surprisingly ok

beginning

2007-09-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

it ended

its goin to be hard for me
but i will be strong
i know i can
i know i must

hello to my new life

queer

2007-09-20T09:41:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot to blog about something very hmmm.. weird

we were happily going into the cinema to catch HairSpray
our tickets were seats 5 & 6
but seat 6 is occupied, by a friendly angmoh lil girl. she even said "Hello" to me!
so i politely asked her if she had taken the wrong seat
end up we entered the wrong cinema

of coz that alone isn't weird enough

we then sneaked out of e cinema, embarrassingly
den walked into the correct one
to our surprise
seat 6 is taken AGAIN!
this time i made Jk ask that guy(i was kinda scared that we enter e wrong one again.)
finally its not our mistake =D

-end of story-

i nv experience other ppl accidentally took our seats before
if there was no one sitting on 6, we would be wondering why are we watching " i know who killed me"
even worst, might be chased out by some rude and unforgiving ppl for taking up their seats

so i think its very weird + coincidental + rare